1. When I'm nervous, I clean. I'm extremely messy normally though. I think maybe I have temporary OCD or something?
2. I'm obsessesed with all things Japanese. Oh really? Yes really... I think my inner wee-a-boo shines through in this journal a lot.
3. I take forever getting dressed. Every morning when I don't have school, there is guaranteed to be a mountain of clothes on my bed that I decide I no longer want to wear... That's after ironing them too.
4. I'm a pack-rat. I collect things obsessively, I keep almost everything that is slightly pretty. I keep pretty perfume boxes, I've kept every drawing I've ever done, I keep ribbons off presents, I collect pretty bits of fabric and pretty pebbles. If I do throw things away I always think long and hard about it... I'm a little bit too attached to my possesions?
5. I'm really vain and looks obsessed when alone, but I lose all confidence around people. I have good friends who I love to bits and I'm not generally hated by anyone, but if there are people around, I constantly worry about looks. "What if I'll never be as pretty as her?" "How come I don't have as many friends?" "Does my smile look wierd? "I'm gonna keep a posed face just incase." "How come she has a boyfriend and I don't? I try harder than her right?" "I put in a lot of effort I must look prettier right?" "My posture looks bad right... I bet I'm slouching..."
Yes. It's called paranoia, I know. When writing this I realised I am Ese Urunai...
www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/16843/antic-cafe/ese-urnai.html6. I'm a very lucky girl. When I was young, I was always loved by everyone I met, because my personality was a lot more loud and confident, but especially kind to almost everyone. I knew how to wrap everyone around my little finger, I was also a naturally pretty child so I had a lot of boyfriends. I was basically never lonely. I screwed that one up.
I was also incredibly talented, I was good at sports, maths, english, science, art, languages and pretty much anything I attempted. I'm still naturally good at those things, but I lost my motivation and got worse at everything. I guess I'm like a cross between Kanon and Miku's outlooks on school life.
Miku: "I was always a good straight A student, not that I'm bragging or anything but I was always one of the top two. Up until my last year anyway, then I got dumb"
Kanon: "My teacher's report always said 'He's a bright kid, who can do whatever he bothers himself to do'"
I think both of those describe me perfectly.
I know my school rank and it was at least top ten of the year last time I heard.
7. I'm attracted by shiny and modern things. I love design, especially the types that involve glitter or smooth lines. Thats for furniture by the way, it used to be one of my dreams to be an interior designer... I just don't have it in me to suit people who have different taste to my own, when designing, I'm bad at thinking from others ideals. Anyway. I'm like a toddler mentally.
I LIKE SHINY
I tag... Anyone smart enough to read this :)